what does it matter?

even asking the question has no meaning if it is a question that no one reads or hears... and this blog, slowly finding whatever voice and theme and meaning it might reach for, if it is never read, what does it matter... even the question can bring the depressing realization that all the efforts in the world to share, to communicate, to create something meaningful in this life may be a waste of time... but maybe, like so many others who were never heard or seen while alive, this is a way to leave something meaningful behind...

for what it's worth...